I don't feel good today, why is that? One because it's monday, monday blues babe, second cause hubby just told me an unpleasant issue, which was me, me and me.... that is why I put it in singular...issue about me being a not so perfect daughter in law and wife and mom... hmmm....
Years of marriage, that were so many that we went through together and we are still going through a lot together. I believe by now, the family should know me better and accept me the way I am. I am far from perfect, I have tried to be almost perfect but to no avail. People still badmouth me. so I gave up. Nowadays I just wanna be happy with me but still, I am pissed off with myself because I couldn't handle my emotion brilliantly. Brilliant person can listen to criticism and accept her weaknesses and work out to overcome them. Brilliant person doesn't get too defensive when someone criticism you for being who you are. Whereas, I sat there while hubby lectured me what it was the inlaws not satisfy with me, feeling dejected and defensive. The feeling didn't go way till now ( while I happily wrote down this blog during office hours >peace<).
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