7th Anniversory ...Lost...Horror...Worry...Guilt

Yesterday was our 7th anniversory....however, it became a very unpleasant day... our eldest got loss in the middle of Jusco OU....even till now i've still felt the guilt, horror and worry....



I was with Nureen and Azeeb at toys area. JJ OU are having make over sales till end of Feb 2011. so lots of items on sales. Hubby went to the TV area because we planned to buy a 24" LCD, tired of looking at the uncleared screen, but nothing within our expectation so he went to wait outside for us. I think it's normal whenever the kids at toys area, you wont be able to monitor especially if one went right, one went left...i was with Nureen first, she wanted to buy the belle imitation gown..but  the price..RM99...ayoyoyo...I said to her

" Mahal la kakak...tunggu dia murah ek..."
" Ala kakak nak jugak"
" tak boleh..ibu tak cukup duit...mahal."

So that is, no gown for her...she just gave up...then she mingled at the area, I went to look at Azeeb, just at the next rack..he rack sacked cars...

"Azeeb nak test...."
"hmm...lain kali la azeeb...."
" Kejap je ibu, azeeb tertinggal barang azeeb kat sini..."
"..oh..ok...sejak bila lak ibu jadi owner store ni ntah"

I stayed with him while leaving Nureen at the next rack...that was what I thought. After managed to wrestle Azeeb to come with me, that was when I realised Nureen was no where at her last place...OH MY GOD... I searched the toys area..none...searched again...also none...so I called hubby. We reported to the JJ security, they secured the area...then searched again...by this time, I called her name loudly. Several people came to us, asked questions and offered to help. I was very appreciate as I gave her description....what she's wearing, her features. I kept shouting her name. I didn't dare go outside the JJ, in case she's just around there..

Then later..so so much later hubby called....FOUND HER....

The moment I heard that, I burst into tears..Alhamdulillah...one very nice family came to me to console me. An auntie said "Alhamdulillah...berkat Maulidur Rasull...syukur.... nanti buat sujud syukur ye...sabar2...."
I just nodded and mumbled appreciation...totally drained from the worry, horror, guilty.

She's found crying just outside the store. huhu..she's already went outside?! I just with Azeeb for a minute..well I thought a minute...She's found by an OU security, not JJ security so he passed her to the OU info centre. When hubby went outside JJ store on the way to the centre, he saw her seat in the middle of the info centre. He shouted at her

"Kakak...tunggu situ..ayah datang.."

After settled with the security, he brought her to me...I hugged her..she's just smiling...but i could see trace of tears from her big eyes...she must be crying when she realised she lost me....this was her second times...hopefully no more...I started questioning her.

"Kakak, camne kakak bole hilang?"
"Kakak pergi kat polis..polis baik dgn kakak...dia kasi kakak sweet kopi"
"Kakak nangis tak?"
"Tak...sebab polis baik dgn kakak..."
"Lain kali kakak jangan jalan ke depan kalau x nampak ibu..kakak patah balik...ibu ada kat belakang kakak. polis tanya nama kakak tak?"
"Tanya...kakak cakap nama kakak Nureen Izzah"
"Nama ibu ayah?"
"Nama ibu Azita..nama ayah Utbah..."

I would like to ask so many questions but maybe later. Hubby said the guard asked for our hand phone number from her...well we need to make our kids memorize the numbers....

Then later in a car..." tadi kakak nangis la ibu.. ..kakak pergi kat polis..polis baik"....

Well kakak, please please be extra careful ..don't simply mingle by your own....you scare me enough already......

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